I'd say you need to figure out what you want out of fandom and if there are other ways to fulfill those wants in a non-fandom way.
From what it sounds based on here, you miss both the creative and social aspects of fandom but while you have other creative projects you don't have anything that fills the same social aspect as fandom does.
On a purely personal note, I rately consume fannish material anymore, create less fannish output (both because of general lowering of input due to Life Reasons TM and because I want to focus on original projects) and am still pretty much all in in how I fandom socialise because my friends are here -- but obviously you're not me, just hope it makes sense as an example
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Date: 2020-08-09 10:43 pm (UTC)From what it sounds based on here, you miss both the creative and social aspects of fandom but while you have other creative projects you don't have anything that fills the same social aspect as fandom does.
On a purely personal note, I rately consume fannish material anymore, create less fannish output (both because of general lowering of input due to Life Reasons TM and because I want to focus on original projects) and am still pretty much all in in how I fandom socialise because my friends are here -- but obviously you're not me, just hope it makes sense as an example